missing...

u kno u r missing ur frnds dearly when being sad is also no fun...who's there to make u laugh... #campus life in last sem

some CODE GEASS quotes I love....

by lelouch <the young prince>
"I don't know why snow is white, but I do not hate it.

I think its beautifull."

"Will there be sacrifice? Yes and not just soldiers, but innocent bystanders, as well. Even so ... no ... because of that, I cannot stop.
Even if I need to cheat and hurt others, I must persevere. To that end I must become carnage incarnate. I must spill yet more blood, so that the blood already spilt will not be in vain."

"Perhaps this is what I have always wished for since that day. The loss and destruction of all. That's right, one must destroy before creating. In that case, if my conscience becomes a hindrance to me, then I will simply erase it. I have no other choice but to move forward"

"When will a war end? When someone wins."

"When there is evil in this world that justice cannot defeat.Would you taint your hands with evil to defeat evil?Or would you remain steadfast & righteous even if it means surrendering to evil?"

"If anyone doesn't belive me kill me now!!
If anyone belives he can win this war without me kill me now!!"

"I have already sold my soul to the devil...so I cannot go with a Goddess right now."

"Nunnally's smile...Do you know what it means?
Nunnally cannot accomplish anything by herself...she has to depend on others for everything.
So her smile...her smile is the only way she can thank others for helping....
She was the one who taught me, that there r things in life u can't accomplish by yourself."

"Happiness is like glass.It may be all around you, yet be invisible.
But if u change your angle of viewing a little, then it will reflect light more beautifully than any other object around you."

by C .C. <the gal who gave him the geass...his guardian>

"Lelouch...Do you know why the snow is white?...Because it forgot what colour it was"

"False tears bring pain to others, false smile brings pain to one self"

"There are times in life when you have to distance yourself from those you love, because you love them."

"Therein lies a providence within this world, such a limit is called life"

"You do not call the endless aggregation of not dying 'life'.Its mearly an experience"

"Humans, exist to chase for happiness. A guy from Britannia. What Lelouch was looking for, was just that bit of happiness. It's not something special. The root of his actions, as a person, they are very tiny wishes which are apparent in everyone. These dreams, these words, who can renounce them? Who has that right? But, however, no matter who, no matter what the wish is, one cannot bind others and the world to themselves. Determine one's fate. If, one allows the thoughts of others, to go beyond that of the world, his existence is merely one which is drifting with the waves. Crimes and punishment. Fate and judgment. What's blocking Lelouch is, the past he created. It is hate between people. Even so, he should be thankful now. (few tears from her eyes) Yes. At least...it is a fact that humans exist to pursue happiness. All the wishes, concealing those yearnings...they are born from despair."

by 

Suzaku Kururugi <his best frnd>

"Vigilantism is nothing but self satisfaction"

(To Lelouch)"You do not belong in this world, the fact that you exist is an error."
(So ironic, since Lelouch does ask him to erase his existance in the end)

"The world and the people in it - they will never be what we want them to be!" 

a series I m in love with...

watched an anime series...CODE GEASS...the story of a young disowned prince of BRITANNIA who wants to liberate JAPAN from the forces of BRITANNIA...he had a supernatural power called GEASS...can compel anyone just by direct eye contact and voice command though just once...

his aim was to achieve World Peace but he knew that there does not exists any peaceful method to achieve this...but how can u win Peace using Violence...the amount of hatred and enmity unleashed on the commoners..how to do justice...

he was all alone,though had a sister and friends <really close ones> with the same goal in mind but powerless to achieve it. he betrayed all to fulfill their dreams, to see them smile and cherish in a world of harmony...

some say he was blinded by power, some say he swayed from the path but the fact was he always thought of the future...he killed his kin to gain power, to reach the throne of the emperor with violence and hatred and though suffered pain deep inside always had an indifferent attitude over other's pain on the outside...

he asked his best friend to kill him in front of the whole world so that HE, the mascot of HATRED and Pain dies giving people hope that the peace attained shall remain thus...

he destroyed everything and took the blame only to create a new peaceful world for his little Sister...

"Suzaku, you shall kill me as promised.Right now all the hatred on the world is concentrated upon me as planned.
Then all you have to do is erase my existance...put an end to this chain of hatred.
The Black knights will hav the legend of Zero left behind for them.Schinizal will work for Zero.
Now the world can be united at one table, not through violence and millitary force, but through negotiation and talk.....it can embrace the future." 
you may feel like this is yet another story of a guy saving the world by making his own life miserable but for me who's a BATMAN fan  ( >.<) I loved the series...
Is it good to have power....Is it bad to be weak...

I want IT to remain...

With Me You'll always feel like home I promise.
You'll always have My shoulder to lean on I promise.

Why do I fail to speak,
why do i lose my voice,
why does my throat go dry,
And Why does all go numb?

The Feeling, That Feeling,
That which begins when You look at Me and I look at You,
Your smiling innocent face, wide beautiful eyes, cute small nose, plump rosy cheeks and pink lips,
Feeling and Listening to Your slow or fast, rhythmic or irregular, deep or impatient breath,
Holding Your hands,
Your fingers grasping, caressing, teasing me,
Hearing you speak the words that entice me syllable by syllable,
Now and Then,
Words fails my tongue,
Every emotion every thought is shunned,
All i can feel is You,
Your being, My soul,
Theres something I share with You that I couldn't explain,
Cause It's not Love alone,
All that I feel, I want it to remain,
And I want it to remain and remain it shall forever,
Cause Now I can explain....

A BLACK ANGEL DREAM...

I pictured my dreams and gradually,

they all came true.

Determined not to lose a single dream,

I was scared all thru.

Dreams can always be found in the distant sky.

They exist so tomorrow higher we can fly.

I am the only one who wants to have faith in me.

Crows know that they are hated and thought to be unlucky

If someday,

I am able to break through the sun,

Then my midnight black wings might eventually…

Look like the wings of an ANGEL

A silver melody shines in the morning’s light. 

The Black Angel looks on from far away in grief. 

She embraces sin and freedom as she sleeps. 

For whose sake does the Black Angel exist? 

Sunrise… You stand on the windowsill.

When touched, you turn into one thousand tears.

Sunset… As if to melt the icy moon…

today you arrived a little too soon

No matter how I open my eyes,

I will never awaken. 

Will that smile be shown at a time like this?

Because I am not an angel

I will wander lost in my dreams forever. 

I will wander lost in my dreams forever.

Questions unanswered...

I implore to the moon, who is glimmering eerily
How far does the darkness last? 
How long will the darkness last?
My question is carried off by the wind. 
My question is left unanswered.
The words all dance high in the sky
And are enveloped by the sacred darkness. 
Even the stars put on grave faces…
…and stop shining.

Words from my friends long ago are all that remain. 

They glimmer faintly and become dust 
The wind caries it off far away
Questions are left unanswered…